February 2012
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when all my friends are on their iphones at the same time. i don’t know what to do but sit there and watch them in silence. i think i do that a lot anyway. fuck.
Someone murder me.
how did i ever like you so much… when i was just so fucking sad the whole time?
whiteowl:
the ocean of consciousness: reasons to live
theoceanofconsciousness:
reasons to live
he is far away from home. he is bringing her home a rock. he is bringing her home the ugliest rock he can find, as per her request. pick a rock that nobody would ever want, she tells him. i want to hold something nobody else would ever care to hold, she says. he picks up the most repulsive,...
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when you finally realize and accept the tragic flaws in your existence.
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Forgot to document this last night: My mom said “I love you.” to me on the phone. This has never happened before. All I could say was, “alright, good night.”
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going to make a shitty comparison between still being in the School of Engineering and taking a non-engineering semester with still being in the Organic Chemistry 2011 group and seeing everyone rightfully struggling. dear god. ;-;
dear self,
STOP BEING A SHITTY PERSON AND ALSO, STOP JUDGING YOURSELF. HOLY SHITTTTT.
you. are. okay.
good night.
bumpin-pretties:
that awkward moment when you’re making out with someone and they go to undo your zipper and instead of genitals there is actually a huge, gaping black hole that instantaneously sucks both of you into a void and jesus is there and he tells you not to have sex before marriage.
if i had alcohol tonight, i’d drink myself to death.
sleepingonlakemichigan:
i’ll just keep pretending like none of this bothers me.
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stop resisting people.
the things you want to say are not stupid and pointless.
talk.
i want to kill you sometimes (for being scared).
do your work.
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brandnewswastikas:
My virginity was (Taken with instagram)
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i can’t handle this.
I have been attending Rutgers New Brunswick for...
supermanne:
And I have not explored. WHAT IS THIS. Must venture out of Asia and into the world aka the other campuses and what they provide!
honestly. cook/douglass here we come! and the geology museum. and zimmerli.
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“buying” a decent rutgers housing lottery number so my friends and i don’t live in the streets next year.
please inquire within.
signing onto aim has to be the most depressing thing ever. a graveyard. the nostalgia. and all the mobile icons that may or may not be linked to dead lines and friendships. fuck.
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On being the asocial boring one in your group of friends… cause you never know what to say or what to talk about. And when you do, you stutter and no one hears. ‘Cause you’re forever wondering why everything in your life sucks even though you have friends who kinda like you and you just don’t understand why they still hang out with you(if/when). And through everything...
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pepsi
lol i needed to make a separate post cause this is unrelated and i need to remind myself. i want to detox my body. i have no idea what i’ve been eating anymore or when i sleep but i know it’s wreaking havoc on my mind and body. (i’m sitting here spacing out with the chills, my fingers are cold, my stomach is clenching, and i’m going to sleep at 5am probably.
i’ve...
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what is it like to miss someone? i wish i knew. for weeks, i won’t speak to a family member. for months, i won’t see or barely talk to my close friends. but i know they’re always there and so i just sit there. oh god and this is the flaw! i take for granted their affection and care for me and i never feel the need to reciprocate. i don’t even know how. i suppose and hope...
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resisting nostalgia with every cell in my body forever. thank you josh darnielle! i need to keep remembering that we both don’t actually really care anymore. lol
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“Just get obsessed with something and throw yourself into it. Don’t think about it. Just do it. And when you stop to think about it, don’t think. Just do more.”
you are a god.
